Flu,Fear and Loathing in Poland…

January 10th, 2009
by fluke

Hello and a (belated) Happy New Year!
Sorry I haven’t posted for ages – I was sick as the proverbial parrot all over the holidays – most of which I spent in Poland, in bed in a hotel room, coughing and swearing at the polish overdubs on tv. All of my good intentions, the law of attraction, EFT, the whole lot went out of the window and I was in “sick grumpy bastard” mode. And no effing internet connection in my room!! (cue tinny violin concerto for high class problems)
Full of fear again and still not recognizing it!! But still a million times better than full of fear and full of booze – my behaviour and general attitude wasn’t great, but I didn’t cause any carnage like the old days – so everything was ok really…
My general mood wasn’t helped by no AA meetings for a good three weeks, but despite the temptations of everybody else who was ill having “medicinal” shots of wodka/whatever every half an hour or so, I managed to avoid that first drink. Phew!! ;-D
I have no doubt that my regular attendance at meetings over the past years has kept me in good stead for my annual aversion therapy, but I’m definitely due for a recharge – in fact the first meeting I could get to after getting home-I was at ;-D
And I’m back on track with my investigations of the law of attraction and EFT – more soon…
I’m still nursing the last of my flu/cough, but at least back in the UK, back at work and going to meetings ;-D

Be Well,
Happy Thoughts,
Fluke

p.s. thought for the day from an AA friend – “09 – it’s mine!”

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